Understanding Twin Flame Separation

I wrote a long WhatsApp message to my twin flame explaining why I had to block him out of my life. I shocked him because he thought everything was flowing smoothly with us. I also hurt his feelings in the process of running from him. My reaction to our connection surprised both of us. I was also in a daze, I acted from a place of fear and insecurities. I felt uncomfortable and vulnerable and thought ghosting him was the best solution. If you ask me to date the reason why I ran from my twin flame, I don't have one. I desperately needed my twin flame to confront me that he was experiencing the same thing. I had no idea who the Twin Flames were. I went into deep details about my feelings and chaotic emotions but ended up telling my twin flame to leave me alone. I said that I would block him and then go missing in action. Deep down I expected my twin flame to beg me to stay so that we could sort it all out. I hurt him instead. His big ego wouldn't let him accept defeat. He said; "Fine maybe it's best if we don't talk to each other since you are still married." I said; "FINE!" in response. Both our egos were at war with each other. Before I blocked him, I said; "Goodbye Forever then! I unfollowed you on Instagram." Such childish games. We both were naive about the twin flame experience. We didn't know what we had stumbled on. Our lives changed forever alchemically. We have popped back into each other's lives for the past six years. We keep tabs on each other. We send brief information through mutual friends and written notes. We flip-flop from running to chasing. It is already enough for me to know that no matter who my twin flame is with, I am loved unconditionally. I know it. I feel it. My twin flame lives inside me. I am in a Spiritual Union with my twin flame. We are connected right at the Source of what is. A spiritual connection to my twin flame is more fulfilling than the physical aspects of the twin flame process. I hope my perspective helps you. Stay Blessed!