Ferris

In Ferris by Kevin Grijalva, a man spends his twenty-fifth year trying to remember what it was like living inside his mind. As he walks through the city, he wonders what arises from what is in front of him. His memories are faint, and as he grasps each one, something else comes up and it's unclear. Desperate to relive his youth and seek clarity, he takes an offer from a mysterious man to test out a computer program that can relive his most profound memories. But why can't he remember? Despite all the conflicts that happened at a young age, he knows it was bliss when he was in his memories. He keeps going into the city, but then something else comes up. What is it? He wants to return to the man who offered him this experience and wonders what his intentions were.