Böcker av Amanda Meuwissen

Gaze long into the abyss and you might fall in love. Eldritch, Tall Man, slender and strange - Cael is all these things, with a presence humans fear, and among monsters allowed visas to the human world, he still feels like an outsider. The first time someone hears his voice, they're knocked unconscious, and if they look at him for too long, they risk losing their minds or worse. Handy for a monster who means to menace, but not for one seeking love and hoping to one day feed from the energies of passion instead of terror. He thought the Monster Match app might finally find him a compatible partner, but no one responds to him as a match. Perhaps the only way he'll know passion is to switch what he's looking for from romance to the carnal side of human curiosity. Coming off a bad breakup with a gaslighting ex, Miles Wainwright isn't looking for love, though he still longs for it and misses the presence of someone else in his home. Even in his work as a graphic designer, he can't stand up for himself and always ends up doing what is asked of him. He wishes he could give himself over to a partner and trust that they'll take care of him. For now, he'll settle for fulfilling a fantasy and hope it helps him heal. He doesn't expect to want more from Cael, the strangely alluring monster with a shark-toothed smile and tendrils who matches his request, but even if it means madness to stare long into the abyss, does Miles dare steal a peek? An MM standalone novel in the shared world of the multi-author Monster Match series. Expect a shy human seeking confidence through fantasy fulfillment with a magnetic monster, tentacles, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, and a guaranteed happily ever after.

Dracula retold, with Jonathan as the object of the legendary vampire's obsession. Engaged to his dear friend Mina, Jonathan Harker jumps at the chance to delay their wedding by accepting an assignment in far-off Transylvania. Jonathan loves Mina but not in the way a man should love a wife, for his true passion lies with the company of men, an illicit craving he can never indulge. Upon arriving in Transylvania to help the elusive Count Dracula purchase an estate in London, Jonathan makes some surprising if tantalizing discoveries. It seems his mysterious client has similar proclivities and encourages his male servants to explore their forbidden desires, all the while tempting Jonathan to partake. Carnal pleasure is not the only surprise awaiting him, however, as Dracula's secrets are far deadlier than Jonathan ever imagined, and as alluring as his new master's touch. A Delicious Descent is an MM horror retelling of Dracula, as part of the collaboration Monsters & Mayhem: An MM Horror Collection, adapting some of your favorite classic horror stories with an MM romance twist. Contains MM with sharing, MMM, and brief FF.

Peter Thorne has a secret-he can bring the dead back to life. When Peter's mother died, she passed him the touch of life and made him promise to use his abilities wisely. Unable to bring her back and afraid of being caught or causing too much imbalance in the world, Peter vowed to use his gift only on plants. After all, with people, sometimes dead is better. Or that is what Peter thinks until he takes a gardening job at Benes Manor. The mystery of a missing girl, an old gothic home, and the whispers and tempting caresses of a ghost in his room lead him to delve deeper into his powers than ever before. Perhaps he can find the missing girl and the origins of his ghostly visitor, if only he knew who to trust-and who and what to touch. Gardening with a Ghost is part of the MM paranormal romance collaboration Haunted Love.

Zen is a darkling -- half human, half dark elf -- in a world that hates him, protected only by having been raised by the Order of the Sun to become a priest. He continues to fail to rise above being an acolyte despite having come of age and longs for a different life, one he only glimpses in dreams when he is with a mysterious, beautiful man he wishes was real. After encountering an adventuring party made up entirely of other half-races, Zen is drawn to accompany them on their quest to find and destroy a fabled vampire lord. However, the pull he feels toward those lands might be more fated than he realizes.

When Prince Nemirac hires Janskoller to be his bodyguard, neither anticipates the bond that forms between them--or the way Nemirac's quest corrupts him. Can Janskoller convince Nemirac to abandon his pursuit of power in favor of the deeper, more lasting magic of love?